38.

somebody on Facebook today gave me a list of bands I should check out.
Vampire Weekend
DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE
3OH!3
...are you serious?
like,...seriously?
so much to say.
I got to see Sarah for a total of 15 minutes today!
dandy.
UP was really really good.
despite the fact that the entire movie couldn't have possibly happened, I really liked it.
I'm basically in love with my new phone.
wow I feel really deep after writing all this.
whatever.

Love, Will

winwinwin

today was great.
I got a new phone today.
which is great.
I got to see Sarah today.
which is great.
I got to be surrounded by the people I'm spending the summer with
which was great.
the pictures that Sarah took on my phone
are great.

Love, Will

phone.

my phone is about to die, and never come back on again.
I'm going to miss it. A fucking lot. Although it may be the crappiest phone ever, it's been my friend, my companion, part of my connection to the outside world. I've had a lot of good conversations on it. And a lot of bad ones too.
I love you phone.
I'm going to miss you more than I can say.
rest in peace.

Love, Will

wow

I haven't updated in a while, because I have nothing to say...and I still don't.
jeez.
I just wanted to make it known that I'm not abandoning anyone.
I'm pretty sure I just spelled that wrong.
when I have something to write
I will.

Love, Will

this basically sums up my weekend;

tonight has been crazy.

5:30-9:00 The Trial
9:00-10:30 Brixx Pizza
10:30 Sarah passes out.
11:00 the ambulance arrives
11:00-11:45 it takes us forty five minutes to get there due to obstacles.
11:45-2:30 hospital with Sarah
it is 2:47 and I am typing this now.
good lord.
I'm tired.

Love, Will

am I in heaven or hell?

Almost is over.
the crowd was awful tonight. AWFUL. I spent the night with Kyle last night. We watched Arthur Takes a Piss so many times it's not even funny. We even made a video imitating it. We went outside at 2:30 and laid down in his cul-de-sac and watched the Stars for about an hour.
I'm sure he'd want me to say this so, WE SAW A SHOOTING STAR AND IT WAS PERFECT...it was. Kyle's a bit of a deep thinker. I was very surprised.
Today was bad...tonight made it better.
SoKo...why did you have to quit?

Love, Will

damn.

the weather is so fucking depressing.
it doesn't help.
last show tonight.

it's 2:14

and sleep doesn't find me.
Adam came to Almost today
what's more, Adam came to Almost today with a buzz cut.
it made my night. He says to me "I really really enjoyed that man, I haven't seen a play I enjoyed that much in a really long time. I'm thinking about seeing it again on Saturday."
he's basically my hero.
I spent the rest of the night with Noah and Maddie Medlin. It was great. I don't see them that often; I forgot how much I missed them.
sometimes I think about last summer. It was definitely the best I've spent in a really long time. Not because of the stuff that happened, but because of the stuff that represents that time. For instance, Okami, We Have the Facts [I was obsessed with that album] Jake's house, Rock Band...good god. I miss it. I highly doubt I'll ever have a better summer. I'm hopeful though. And although I'm surely not going to top it this summer, I'm sure as hell going to try.
I miss my iPod. I miss spending days with Sarah and Sarah only.
I just found out that Star Trek does not have a C
also J.J. Abrams
not Abhrams
thanks Adam.
Fuck my life.

Love, Will

My Mirror Speaks

I'm sick.
I'm drinking tea.
It's cold in here.
I'm pretty sad.

I’m a man who hides from all that binds
And a mess of fading lines
And there’s a tangled thread inside my head
With nothing on either end

Love, Will

I was sifting through my Photobucket account today...

and I found this.

I litterally laughed my ass off for 15 minutes.
I apologize if this girl is reading this right now.

there must be a devil between us

The Pixies have entered my top ten bands.
congrats.
I've been sick the past two days. For anybody that doesn't know me, I never get sick. Ever. The last time I got sick was at the begining of 2008. But when I eventually do get sick, It's hardcore. Throwing up, sneezing constantly. It's not good. But luckily enough, [I wouldn't call it luck] Sarah and my DaMATTEOd are both sick as well. So I don't feel completely pathetic. We're having a pickup rehearsal for Almost on Wednesday
bullshit.
I was expecting four days without having to do this play again.
nope, three days.
I'm seeing Sarah's play on Sunday. I'm pretty excited about it, although I'm not sure what to expect from the things she's told me about it.
the Survivor finale was last night, and so was Dane Cook's new comedy routine.
Survivor was amazing. I honestly haven't been that interested in a season of Survivor since the second season, but for some reason I watched every episode.
mmh.

Love, Will

that's deep man?

I have no idea why I have chosen this name for my blog. Nothing on here has yet to be even close to being deep. But I like it anyways, so I'm keeping it. I've been updating my Twitter a lot. For something as simple as updating your status, I never thought I'd be as into it as I am. I've recently become obsessed with Interpol. I haven't been this fascinated with a band since I first got into Death Cab. I've owned Turn on the Bright Lights for a long time, but after listening to it on repeat one night, I love them. I love Sarah. I love Matteo. I love Almost, Maine. I love a lot of things right now.

why can't I be like this all the time?

Love, Will

22.

today was a success.
Noah's house- editing the movie
Almost, Maine With Sarah there
cast party complete with Rock Band
staying up until 3 A.M. texting Sarah.
success.
success indeed.

Love, Will

21.

Almost, Maine opened last night. It was ok. Me and Jennie's scene was really messed up. We then went to Charlotte to pick up Sarah as we usually do. We went to Fuel Pizza and stuffed our faces...it was pretty cool. Tonight is the cast party at Jennie's house. I guess I'm pretty excited.
OMFG you is lame (1:45:12 PM): yooooooo
OMFG you is lame (1:45:31 PM): I have an english muffin
OMFG you is lame (1:45:33 PM): c:
Will Gnar (1:45:19 PM): :C
OMFG you is lame (1:45:39 PM): HAHA
Will Gnar (1:45:22 PM): HULK HOGAN
OMFG you is lame (1:45:40 PM): :C
Matteo always puts me in a good mood.

Love, Will

last night I dreamt I was you

Lost just ended.
I'm at a complete loss for words.
Almost, Maine starts tomorrow.
woo.
go life.

my,

what an interesting night.

Love, Will

this battle will be won.

the new Patrick Wolf dates were posted late last night. He's coming to Carrboro which is roughly two hours away from my house.
hell to the effing yes.
I'm pretty sure that's the closest he's ever been which is exciting.
now...all I need is money for a ticket, someone who wants to go, and someone who will be willing to take me...it's a long shot, but it just might work.
I'm going to be honest. Almost, Maine is wearing thin on my nerves. It's nothing to worry about, I'm usually tired of plays by tech week. But it all works out in the end. Last night I wanted to blow my brains out. It was one of the worst days I've had in a while. But for what reason? I have no clue. By traditional standards, that day would've been awesome. Asian cafe, Target, getting harrased by fat black people in Best Buy about my drumming skills on Rock Band. It was just one of those days I guess, where you just feel down. I hope you guys can sympathize. But everything was perfectly fine by the time I went to bed.
so, all in all, good day.
maybe I just didn't get enough time alone.
I really miss Jake.
I miss my best friend.
I miss playing Rock Band until 4:00 and then sneaking out with his wasted sister.
I miss his crude sense of humor that is sometimes too much to take.
...no homo.

Love, Will

Pull the chord from the phone, I am dining alone tonight.

well, me and Adam were supposed to see Star Treck today. But he had to work early...so we didn't. But Wednesday is going to be our J.J. Abrhams day. Star Treck, then LOST finale
I might make a banner above my door...probably won't.
92%.
new CD's today!
Tapes n' Tapes: Walk it Off
Wilco: Sky Blue Sky
Chatham County Line: The Speed of the Whirlpool
if only I had my iPod...I miss it.

Love, Will

these are my friends, this is who they have been forever.

for the first time in a very long time, I find myself in a position where I have no idea what to do. I'm at a loss for ideas and words. Maybe I'll just keep silent.
goodnight everyone.

15.

happy mothers day eerbody.
I just got back from dropping off my sister at the airport. She's going to Ireland for 2 and a half weeks...lucky. I would do anything to get out of here right now. The new Patrick Wolf album is incredible. I honestly haven't been this fascinated with an album since The Hazards of Love. Sarah, Scott and I saw Watchmen on Thursday...it was amazing. To my complete and utter surprise both Sarah and Scott loved it. That made me really happy. My entry's have been really half-assed lately. Sorry. Let's just hope it's only a phase.

Love, Will

If you really wanted to go why was I the last to know?

Why is it that every time I hear your name my stomach drops
Why is it that I don't want to go to places where you're not
Why is it that you're the only thing I think about

I don't get it.
It's not fair.

Love, Will

13.

I'm tired beyond belief. I spent most of last night at Jennie's with Sarah. It was pretty much the most fun I've had in a long time. We started a band on Rock Band called THAMOFO$ and we all made characters that look just like us...except for Sarah, that felt the need to dress hers in short shorts and a really tight flannel shirt. Who knows, she may dress like that in her free time.
Dealership has just entered my top 10 bands. Congratulations Dealership. And don't be discouraged by the fact that it changes daily. I would like to have more nights like last night.

Love, Will

Ain't no party in a sad sad city

well today was not bad at all. 3:00-4:00 Stickam with Jessi and Matteo + 456 anonymous creepers...4:00-5:30 haircut [Allison got hers cut too; it didn't take an hour and a half to cut my hour] athough it looks like it. It's really short and I'm not sure if I like it or not...We'll see. 5:30-8:00 Sarah's house WITH Sarah 8:00-12:30 babysitting Zoe WITHOUT Sarah. We came up with 8 inside jokes. It matters. Because it just does. I've been meaning to listen to the new Silversun Pickups album, but without my iPod it's kind of hard to considering I don't own a CD player for myself...maybe I should change that. Sarah brought it to my attention tonight that she can tell when I'm depressed because I won't put Love, Will at the end of my blogs...it's true.

Love, Will

11.

Today is shaping up to be a really really bad day.
I guess it's nobody's fault but my own.

Will.