hay guyz. We haz a probelm.

There's a girl I think I have fallen for. Through everything I think I realize now that...I'm in love. And I've always been in love. I can't believe that even though we've had more fights than any other couple in the world, we still are as in love as the first moment we met. I can't stand the thought of ever losing her. I never write in this blog anymore and I wouldn't be surprised if this is my last post...well...ever. But I just wanted to let you guyz know that I have the most beautiful girl I think I've ever met. She loves me. And I love her. And we'll be really really happy for a really really long time. We have so many plans. So many things to do, and so much time until we do them. But when we do, we will experience pure and utter happiness.

I love her.

Love, Will

Dear Sarah.

I'm absolutely, completely, and undoubtedly in love with you. You make my life worth living. Me and you have liked eachother for 4 years. We just never got the timing right.

but now that we're dating and we hold hands and kiss in plublic, I've never been happier. I go through each day thinking about how much I hate school. I can get in a fight with my family, or one of my friends, but I won't be discouraged because I know you love me all the same, and you'll take my side. We fight sometimes. But that in now way affects my opinion of our relationship. And that is that we're the cutest couple around. I cannot wait to marry you, so that we can live, sleep, and eat together. And have Kobi and Bruschetta and any other animals we may get. The truth is, I love you. And I plan on making the rest of our lives really really happy and I hope you'll do all you can to help too.

Love, Will

man

I miss last year. So much. Theatre Charlotte with Stephanie, Madison and Matthew. Listening to Vampire Weekend, Stars, and Patrick Wolf obsessively, Charlie Brown, being homeschooled, every day being completely different, being in Charlotte a lot. I'm going to do Theatre Charlotte again in January. Hopefully it'll be as fun as it was before. I swear I'm going to live in Charlotte. Maybe in a really ghetto apartment, but I couldn't care less. It'll be great. I haven't seen Jake in about a month and a half. Apparently I'm a bad influence on him and I'm not allowed to see him...ever...again? I think was what they said. Oh well. This can't last forever. I'm kidnapping him when I get my license. Which will happen in under a month.

Love, Will.

XXX HXAXRXDXCXOXRXE

as some of you know, I certain item that is extremely precious to me was stolen a few weeks ago. My iPod is gone. And although I'm still upset at the thought of some asshole playing with it right now, I have moved on. My new iPod was ordered today. It was hard to let the old one go. With that said, I am excited about experiences I will have with my new one...and it says DRNT on the back of it. Which is kick ass as all get out.
Halloween is Saturday.
everyone check their candy for razor blades prior to consumption.

Love, Will

Typical.

She struts up to me
She whispers my name as if I know her
But I never knew her
She asks me the time, quarter to one, we go for a drive
I just don't know her
On the coldest night
In the darkest room
I will Sleep alone
Cause it's better than you, Yeah, it's better than you.
You can't play me like that
It's a matter of fact
You're nothing more, than a typical whore
And I won't be your fool.

you know what?

I hate this.
everything about it.
How I can still stand to be around you is beyond me.
hour 1: I'm fine. Nothing but happy thoughts.
hour 2: I need to talk to you. I NEED to. I can think of nothing but you
hour 3: I tail spin into depression and do nothing but walk around like a zombie. Nobody understands it. People will try to talk to me, it just goes right through my hollow head.
that's ridiculous.
completely.
fucking.
ridiculous.
I'm not sure what I did to bring this upon me
but whatever it was,
I sure as hell am suffering for it now.
I'm going to live for that one hour of happiness.
tomorrow's going to be a good day.
I swear to god.

Love, Will

9/29/09

tonight was honestly quite enjoyable. I had musical theatre today. Then went to Sonic and got fat. Then came home and sat by the fire and played guitar for a long bit. It was the chillest day I've had in a long time. I really needed it. I'm not really worried about the future anymore. I'm not worried about this. It'll work itself out. Wether it happens the way I want it to, doesn't matter. I'm good. I'm grounded. Therefore no coffee house on Friday. Fuck my life. That's the only thing that gets me through the week.
oh well. I'm doing well in school. I'm honestly proud of myself for the first time in maybe...2 years?
wow.

Love, Will